who am i?

once there was somebody who said "you are what you feel"
that somebody must have been very sure about what he felt, because i, on my behalf, have no idea what i am supposed to feel.
If that little saying would really be true, I'd change day by day!One day I'd be the vamp I sometimes feel like, on other days I'd be the little wallflower, who is scared of anything and anyone, sometimes I'd be a drugaddict and on other days I would be someone really mean. All of those characters is me, everysingle one has it's good sides and it's bad ones but who am I really?
I mean it's always good to be versatile but on the other hand it's really confusing.
On some days I could hug the world and sing all day, on other days I feel like I should just stay in bed, watch sad movies and cry my eyes out until I fall asleep...


All in all I think it doesn't matter so much wheter you feel happy or sad, it's what you make out of it that counts. And maybe it's hard to do all of that on your own, but that's what I've got all my amazing friends for, they help me in times of need, wheter I want it or not, and I really do appreciate that!!Because all in all, without them I would burry myself under worries, and fears.

I feel what I feel, I can't change that, but I learnt to live with it-...-more or less ;)