who am i?

once there was somebody who said "you are what you feel"
that somebody must have been very sure about what he felt, because i, on my behalf, have no idea what i am supposed to feel.
If that little saying would really be true, I'd change day by day!One day I'd be the vamp I sometimes feel like, on other days I'd be the little wallflower, who is scared of anything and anyone, sometimes I'd be a drugaddict and on other days I would be someone really mean. All of those characters is me, everysingle one has it's good sides and it's bad ones but who am I really?
I mean it's always good to be versatile but on the other hand it's really confusing.
On some days I could hug the world and sing all day, on other days I feel like I should just stay in bed, watch sad movies and cry my eyes out until I fall asleep...


All in all I think it doesn't matter so much wheter you feel happy or sad, it's what you make out of it that counts. And maybe it's hard to do all of that on your own, but that's what I've got all my amazing friends for, they help me in times of need, wheter I want it or not, and I really do appreciate that!!Because all in all, without them I would burry myself under worries, and fears.

I feel what I feel, I can't change that, but I learnt to live with it-...-more or less ;)

what if??

once again, something i found on facebook...amazing how much good stuff there is^^:)

QotD: When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-ifs that they forget what-is. They spend so much time thinking, 'what if i get hurt?' and 'what if it doesn't work out?' that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love wa...lks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love...because what if this is the person you're destined to spend the rest of your life with? ~Anonymous

as long as they are

this is a secret intervention
a bid old great protection
this is not the end

this is somewhat im calling love now
for all of the people how
ever they feel

this is most of my life this time
eveyrthing is in rhyme
cause i like it that way

this is more than i can take
more than my life shakes
all of this is you....

hold me to put me together all over again...

Relations...

There are friendships, matters of the heart and ships that go down just like the Titanic,....Jack?? Jack??.....

We are always dreaming of ships that are sailing softly above the waves, no hurry, no fuzz about it, taking mile by mile with a few knots per hour, talking, dancing, dining, dreaming....

But is everything we dream of as gold as we think??

Maybe we need some platinum some silver for a change...

Something that makes us laugh but not love and something that cares about us the way we care about, something rational that might work instead of something overflowing and breathtaking,....something that is instead of something that might happen once upon a time.....something right now.