who am i?

once there was somebody who said "you are what you feel"
that somebody must have been very sure about what he felt, because i, on my behalf, have no idea what i am supposed to feel.
If that little saying would really be true, I'd change day by day!One day I'd be the vamp I sometimes feel like, on other days I'd be the little wallflower, who is scared of anything and anyone, sometimes I'd be a drugaddict and on other days I would be someone really mean. All of those characters is me, everysingle one has it's good sides and it's bad ones but who am I really?
I mean it's always good to be versatile but on the other hand it's really confusing.
On some days I could hug the world and sing all day, on other days I feel like I should just stay in bed, watch sad movies and cry my eyes out until I fall asleep...


All in all I think it doesn't matter so much wheter you feel happy or sad, it's what you make out of it that counts. And maybe it's hard to do all of that on your own, but that's what I've got all my amazing friends for, they help me in times of need, wheter I want it or not, and I really do appreciate that!!Because all in all, without them I would burry myself under worries, and fears.

I feel what I feel, I can't change that, but I learnt to live with it-...-more or less ;)

what if??

once again, something i found on facebook...amazing how much good stuff there is^^:)

QotD: When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-ifs that they forget what-is. They spend so much time thinking, 'what if i get hurt?' and 'what if it doesn't work out?' that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love wa...lks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love...because what if this is the person you're destined to spend the rest of your life with? ~Anonymous

as long as they are

this is a secret intervention
a bid old great protection
this is not the end

this is somewhat im calling love now
for all of the people how
ever they feel

this is most of my life this time
eveyrthing is in rhyme
cause i like it that way

this is more than i can take
more than my life shakes
all of this is you....

hold me to put me together all over again...

Relations...

There are friendships, matters of the heart and ships that go down just like the Titanic,....Jack?? Jack??.....

We are always dreaming of ships that are sailing softly above the waves, no hurry, no fuzz about it, taking mile by mile with a few knots per hour, talking, dancing, dining, dreaming....

But is everything we dream of as gold as we think??

Maybe we need some platinum some silver for a change...

Something that makes us laugh but not love and something that cares about us the way we care about, something rational that might work instead of something overflowing and breathtaking,....something that is instead of something that might happen once upon a time.....something right now.

do you agree??

i just found this text on facebook, and that really is pretty true!!


QotD: Every girl has that guy, that they'll never get over. That ONE that makes u laugh, u never get sick of talking/hearing about, gives u butterflies, has his name written all over your heart, who u compare to everyone, and cry over & over about. That ONE that no one understands why him & who everyone thinks u can do better than but that in some way ends up not being yours.~Unknown Ladies, do you agree?

little bits of my life

those are all pictures that make me laugh or at least make me smile a LOT hehe!!! :)

500 days of anything

A couple minutes, I've finished watching 500 days of summer, with Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt, who are both miraculously amazing actors!!
Anyhow, the movie was about a guy who falls in love with a girl, who is very special for him, it's a movie about a boy in love. It's NOT a lovestory!!
So it made me think, after I was crying over the movie as usual, what exactely made me sad about it all.... Mostly it is of course that, I've been lonely for quite a while now, but also the fact that they both have bits and piecies characterwise that seem very familiar to me. He is a hopeless romantic, which is very much what I am, I'm just way too shy to ever show that really in it's full extent, but most ppl know it anyhow.
And on the other hand, she is someone who is afraid of relationships, someone who is afraid of hurting anyone, which I always was and I guess pretty much always will be.
So all in all it sucks being both, cuz you want something more than life, and as soon as you have it, your not sure why you even wanted it in the first place...

Love sucks!! :(
NOT!!! :)

cuz after all the drama and the frustration that come with it, there is a point when you are content. Content with being you with being someone way too loud, someone embarassing who can't be herself when it comes down to showing what you feel, just being you. Because right there at that very spot you are you never want to move again, and pretty much could eat a horse, without ever feeling full.:) Just stay there a little longer and see the world passing by, feeling like you are just a little puzzle to the big picture, so you stay, turn around, see his face, his lashes, smell his breath, whisper good morning and kiss the tip of his nose.

a little bit about my life...

Hello everybody, my name is Theresa, or as everyone calls me Daisy.

I'm a person, who is very outspoken, outgoing and funny (at least most people tell me so) :)
But sometimes, in the last couple months more than ever, I am very thoughtful and worrying about so many things, whether I do the right things, I make the right decisions, and about what life has in store for me....
However, I think I have an amazing life, which wouldn't be complete without my lovely family, my family in the states, whom I dearly miss every single day, my friends all over the world, and some faults I make along the path, which are more or less either very embaressing or just so stupid that I really don't wanna tell them to anyone^^.
I sometimes feel like my life is the life of someone else, because most things I do, don't feel like myself, so I tell those things to everyone, nevertheless I am never ashamed of anything I do/did/ or more or likely will do!!:)

I hope you will enjoy the future letters, words and other things that will fill this blog,

Yours dearly,


Daisy