little bits of my life

those are all pictures that make me laugh or at least make me smile a LOT hehe!!! :)

500 days of anything

A couple minutes, I've finished watching 500 days of summer, with Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt, who are both miraculously amazing actors!!
Anyhow, the movie was about a guy who falls in love with a girl, who is very special for him, it's a movie about a boy in love. It's NOT a lovestory!!
So it made me think, after I was crying over the movie as usual, what exactely made me sad about it all.... Mostly it is of course that, I've been lonely for quite a while now, but also the fact that they both have bits and piecies characterwise that seem very familiar to me. He is a hopeless romantic, which is very much what I am, I'm just way too shy to ever show that really in it's full extent, but most ppl know it anyhow.
And on the other hand, she is someone who is afraid of relationships, someone who is afraid of hurting anyone, which I always was and I guess pretty much always will be.
So all in all it sucks being both, cuz you want something more than life, and as soon as you have it, your not sure why you even wanted it in the first place...

Love sucks!! :(
NOT!!! :)

cuz after all the drama and the frustration that come with it, there is a point when you are content. Content with being you with being someone way too loud, someone embarassing who can't be herself when it comes down to showing what you feel, just being you. Because right there at that very spot you are you never want to move again, and pretty much could eat a horse, without ever feeling full.:) Just stay there a little longer and see the world passing by, feeling like you are just a little puzzle to the big picture, so you stay, turn around, see his face, his lashes, smell his breath, whisper good morning and kiss the tip of his nose.

a little bit about my life...

Hello everybody, my name is Theresa, or as everyone calls me Daisy.

I'm a person, who is very outspoken, outgoing and funny (at least most people tell me so) :)
But sometimes, in the last couple months more than ever, I am very thoughtful and worrying about so many things, whether I do the right things, I make the right decisions, and about what life has in store for me....
However, I think I have an amazing life, which wouldn't be complete without my lovely family, my family in the states, whom I dearly miss every single day, my friends all over the world, and some faults I make along the path, which are more or less either very embaressing or just so stupid that I really don't wanna tell them to anyone^^.
I sometimes feel like my life is the life of someone else, because most things I do, don't feel like myself, so I tell those things to everyone, nevertheless I am never ashamed of anything I do/did/ or more or likely will do!!:)

I hope you will enjoy the future letters, words and other things that will fill this blog,

Yours dearly,


Daisy